Day 1: What has been your most memorable moment in 2011?

Memorable moment doesn't have to be a good moment right? So here goes..  It's such a cliche but I dunno that's me and I'm pathetic.

The moment when I changed my relationship status on Facebook back to 'Single'. From 'In a relationship with Jazlan Ariff' to 'Single'. I cried for pretty much 3 hours straight because I know, there is absolutely no chance at all for us to be together after that, cause that's just the kind of guy you are. You're a person with a massive ego, and that's not a bad thing, honestly. It's just that changing the status makes it all the more final, all the more REAL that we're over.

People were shocked when they noticed it, some of my friends even said 'I knew it' and honestly that fucking hurts. What kind of friend are you being by saying that to me? Yes when I was dating Jazlan I was praising him to the skies because I really loved him, I thought he was pretty much perfect. Hah. I was wrong but it was still wrong of you, being my 'friend' to say I deserved it. No one deserves to feel unloved. No one deserved to have sweet promises promised to them and have them broken just because.. well.

Once again, I wanna say to you, Jazlan, if you do read my blog. Lying to me about all your supposed 'problems' that were the reasons you wanted to break up with me was low. You're a proud person and I respect that, but that doesn't give you the right to treat a girl that way. I only pray you do not treat a girl the same way you treated me. I hope you and Dania last. Then you could say you're finally in a long term relationship and that you're not afraid of commitments because well, what was your longest relationship? Don't gain a reputation as a player... I realise I'm not in a position to be doling advices to you, being an ex but that's the reality of life. I'm younger than you, and maybe I don't know as much as you so you can treat my words as some stupid ramblings of a teenage girl with serious issues (LOL no wonder you wanted to break up with me).

Okay I realised I have strayed from my challenge, so I'll just state again, my most memorable moment in 2011 is unfortunately not a happy one and I only have you thank for it. You taught me a lesson well learnt though, that I shouldn't place my ALL my hopes on one single person cause I'll just be the one getting the worst part of it in the end.